Alhamdulillah..it's been two days. I can go through the day with smile. but sometimes, it hurting inside. it's too hard to change drasticly, but i have too. i have to bear all this pain. this is the best !! maybe, it takes time to make me feel cherish. it hurting me becoz my life had change. i miss to listen a ring from my phone. i miss to recieved a messsage. my phone is so silent right now. and i dont have anyone to chat with in the fb. Sound crazy right when i miss all those ridiculous matter. but, i already get used to it !! that's my life since 5 months ago..!!
but, i will TRY..