Thursday 28 April 2011

MISS HIM


Dah lebih 2 tahun budak ni tinggalkan ak..tp bla ak ttp tringat kt dia..lagi2 bla xdak ap nk wat..tiba2 rasa sayu ja bla tringat kt dia nih...rs rindu xyah ckap lah...anytime ja air mata ak ni bley jatuh bla tringat kt dia....skrg brulah ak dpt rsa mcm mn rs rindu dkt org y kta xleh nk jmpa dah...mmg sakit..mcm problem y xda solving....tp, tu smua ketentuan tuhan...DIA lgi sayangkan budak ni...sbb budak ni sgt special....he's so lovely....so nice boy...and dats why i love him very muchhh...until now he's still the first in my heart and forever will be....smpi ari still x leh lupa how he left me...i juz stand in his side and juz see he go away..although his body still there, but there's no cry, no smile and no tears...juz a still body who look so pale and cold.....i let him go calmly while my heart cried for losing him forever....easy to accept his gone, but to endure daily life without him is the toughest one....setiap sudut kt dlam rmh tu mesti nmpak bayang2 dia........time tu la rs mcm nk menjerit jer pggil dia blik....bl tgk bju dia, bju tu la ak guna utk lap air mata akhirnya....apa pun, it will nver be a memory for me, becoz he always be with forever....mirrullll...dah lama ak x pggil nm tu..dah lama ak x cubit pipi dia y putih melepak tu...dah lama ak x peluk badan dia y gemok gedempol tu..dah lama ak x bncuh susu utk budak kecik ni...dah lama ak x mndi bdk ni pstu pakaikan dia bju y comel2......ak mmg tringin sgt nk buat smua tu....tp...it already past...and ak diberi pluang utk rsa bnda tu sekejap jer...kehadiran dan kehilangan amirul mmg byk mengubah kehidupan ak sekeluarga...he's the most precious gift from ALLAH...and i swear, i love him more than myself.....
  -mohamad amirul fahmi-

Friday 15 April 2011

garang kerrr????


rmi ckap perangai ak da brubah bla msuk sem 2 ni...suara da garang...muka ketat jer......ckit2 nk marah ....hurrmmm....ntahlah..maybe hormon x stabil kot....xpun stress dgn mcm2 jwtan ak pegang sem  ni.....ak pun xtw lah...kita xleh nk puaskan ati suma org...ap y org ckp tu dgr jelah....kdg2 diorg ckp kt kta, tp diorg pun 2x5 jgk....ak x rsa ak ni garang cuma tegas dlm certain aspect je kot...yelah..hidop ni ada masa kn enjoy, ada masa kn lah serious ckit....xleh larr nk chilll slalu.....x smua bnde bley ambik mudah....




ap2 pun juz be urself....y penting kt selesa dgn diri sendri...
 
 
 
 
 
andddd........


p/s: hey u, if u dont know me, dont simply judge me.....



bussaaaannnnn

hurrmm...bru sehari budak2 tu xdak.....ak dah rs bosan gilerrr...xder bnde nk wat..blik2 tdo....study x pon....haaaiiisssyy...bla mau study nih...bak kata nani exam week bru nk study.....hurrmmmm...tp tu ms sem 1...sem 2 ni xkan nk wat cam tu lg kot...tp seriously ak xdak mood nk study lg nih...

so..anyone pleezzz....

Thursday 14 April 2011

life is hard

 when there's something disturb u'r feeling...staying alone are better solution.....but, it hurting you deeply inside ur heart......

                                                                   
                                                                 



 or juz walk away and find ur own peace.....maybe you might found someone who could relieve ur burden




 if u can't longer stand with it.....juz blow it away......




and to be bad is not bad.....no one is perfect.......people love to hurt people sometimes....





mood nk exam


dah nk abes da pun sem 2...hurrmmm.....sgt pantas msa berlalu....bermakna sem dpn akn dpt junior larr..haaahhh...itulah saat2 y dinntikn.....ap2 pun...pertarungan untuk sem 2 x abes lgiiiiiiii....FINAL EXAM x stat pun lg....haaiihhh...dah cukup ker preparation ni???? huuurrmmmm sendri pikirlah....bla lah nk rajin pun ak x tw lah....Anyway GUD LUX utk smua y nk @ tgh final exam...STUDY!! STUDY!!!



 tp jgn smpi jd mcm ni...

ak kna tinggal...



ari ni suma kwn2 ak blik umah..tggl la ak sorg2 kt puncak alam ni......klu x disebabkan ada xtvt len weekend ni mmg ak bungkus blik umah dah..padahal bru jer blik mgu lepas....tibe2 addicted plk nk blik umah ni.....haaiihhh....IKA,,,NANI..CUPA....HAWA....mati kebosanan la ak weekend nih...huhuh....mmg bosan gilerrr klu xde bdk2 psiko ni....w'pun siang mlm mengadap diorg nih, mmg x penah boring...ader je bnde psiko y diorg ni nk wat.....tp, psiko2 diorg pun...diorg ni jelah y slalu tahan tlinga dgr ak membebel....diorg ni jgk lah tmpat ak release tension....diorg ni jugaklah y pling paham ak.....so, bila diorg ni xde...ak rs cam SEDEYYYY sggttt....


                   ni lah diorg.. Cupa...Nani...Ika...Hawa....

ak budak matrik


 ari ni 14/4 genap setaun ak blah dr KOLEJ MATRIKULASI KEDAH..sejak2 dri tu ak dah x jejak kaki kt sana.....and sejak tu jugak lah ak dah x jumpa2 geng2 matrik ak y mmg sempoi abes...klu nk cita psal zman2 jd bdk mtrik ni mmg xkan abes lah...tp ak ttp nk story gak..heheeh...even first impression psal mtrx  ni agak scary, tp still gak try....mmg cubaan ak tu bebaloi...org ckp, xknl mka x cinta..,,mmg bla ak msuk mtrix mmg ak jtuh cinta abes larr.......lgi2 dpt kolej y bru+cantik+fasiliti y lengkap.....mmg perfect..a good environment tok budak2 y kaki study...mula2 ssh la nk adapt ngn sistem y cepat...nk fhm slide lecture..nk thn dri x mngantok dlm lecture hall y sgt sejuk tuh...fuh!!! mmg dugaan....tp, ak mmg bangga giler ngn dri ak msa jd budak mtrix lu...nota kt tgn je memanjang...asal xde klas jer buka note..smbil tgu turn nk msuk dk pun bley lg buka buku.....kiranya..sepanjang msa free tu ak study lah..bukan ak sorg jer...tp smua student kt c2 mcm tu..bnda tu dah jd mcm budaya kt situ dah....mcm pelik jer klu org tu dok lepak2 bual kosong...jrg la nk jmpa, kecuali time riadah lar.....bla mlm, abes jer solat isyak, suma da stat wat tutorial, report dan sebagainya....mlm ckit, wat nescafe, then stay up smpi 2 3 pg...then esok pg, bgn awal study plk utk lecture ari tue......hurmmm....mmg mampat la otak...
Tp, y  lg best frenship ngn kwn2 lar...kt mtrx xd istilah senior @ junior..sume sma jar....so, mmg bley masukk....pala otak pun sama....cuma klu y pandai ckit tu, mmg skema ckt lar...hehehe....hurrmm..ak rs da pnjg lebar dah ak rewind blik habit2 ak msa kt mtrx lu..tp y sedihnya, ak da praktikkan tu suma bla dah msuk u...suma org mcm tu...knp yer?????????...maybe stdy kt mtrx ni da sepantas kt mtrx kot....



disini lah tmpat segala memori tercipta...

classmates sem 1- h6p5-

time buka posa kt kuala perlis



benda y mmg x dpt dielakkan~~

thanx ika..

A big thanx to dis cutey gurl for introduce bnde nih kt ak..sblom ni ak tgk jer minah ni dok update blog dia...tibe2 rse cam best plk since ak da bosan ngn laman sosial y sedia ada nih...anyway..thanx to you lah my luvly fren...


ni lah my fren y ajar ak wat bende alah...ATIKAH NAWAWI..still single..(ak tlg promote plk..)

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