Dah lebih 2 tahun budak ni tinggalkan ak..tp bla ak ttp tringat kt dia..lagi2 bla xdak ap nk wat..tiba2 rasa sayu ja bla tringat kt dia nih...rs rindu xyah ckap lah...anytime ja air mata ak ni bley jatuh bla tringat kt dia....skrg brulah ak dpt rsa mcm mn rs rindu dkt org y kta xleh nk jmpa dah...mmg sakit..mcm problem y xda solving....tp, tu smua ketentuan tuhan...DIA lgi sayangkan budak ni...sbb budak ni sgt special....he's so lovely....so nice boy...and dats why i love him very muchhh...until now he's still the first in my heart and forever will be....smpi ari still x leh lupa how he left me...i juz stand in his side and juz see he go away..although his body still there, but there's no cry, no smile and no tears...juz a still body who look so pale and cold.....i let him go calmly while my heart cried for losing him forever....easy to accept his gone, but to endure daily life without him is the toughest one....setiap sudut kt dlam rmh tu mesti nmpak bayang2 dia........time tu la rs mcm nk menjerit jer pggil dia blik....bl tgk bju dia, bju tu la ak guna utk lap air mata akhirnya....apa pun, it will nver be a memory for me, becoz he always be with forever....mirrullll...dah lama ak x pggil nm tu..dah lama ak x cubit pipi dia y putih melepak tu...dah lama ak x peluk badan dia y gemok gedempol tu..dah lama ak x bncuh susu utk budak kecik ni...dah lama ak x mndi bdk ni pstu pakaikan dia bju y comel2......ak mmg tringin sgt nk buat smua tu....tp...it already past...and ak diberi pluang utk rsa bnda tu sekejap jer...kehadiran dan kehilangan amirul mmg byk mengubah kehidupan ak sekeluarga...he's the most precious gift from ALLAH...and i swear, i love him more than myself.....
-mohamad amirul fahmi-
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